sometimes, even though how much you value a person, we cant take out the fact that there's a much bigger possibility that he/she will give hurt to you..even if you really dont want that to happen, it will and you cant do anything about that..it just irritates me kasi sobrang nasasaktan nako eh..sabi ng mga tao, intindihin ko nalang daw cya..actually, naiintindihan ko naman cya pero hindi ko parin naman maiiwasan yung sakit kasi feeling ko ngaun na wala na cyang pakialam sakin and im nothing na to that person..mahirap kasi yung gawa ka ng gawa ng paraan para makasama cya, makatxt cya or makausap cya pero hindi naman cya nakikisama so hindi ko magawa ng ayos yung plans ko..sobrang busy na siya na siguro nga hindi na nya ko kilala by now..hindi ko na nga alam gagawin ko eh..feeling ko wala na yung dati na sobrang close, sobrang saya, sobrang bonding at maraming news para sa isat-isa..napapagod na nga ako eh..pero ayoko cyang sukuan kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na pag ginawa ko yun, para ko naring kinalimutan yung friendship namin and all those stuff..aalis lang ako sa friendship namin kung cya na mismo ang magsasabi sakin na gawin yun..sana soon marealize na nya lahat ng toh..sana marealize nya na nasasaktan ako DAHIL SA KANYA..ayoko na kasi umiyak..cya na nga lang yung masasandalan ko, aalis pa ba cya sa buhay ko..wag naman sana..kailangan ko cya now more than ever..please..
guys, please help me with this..kung cno man ang gustong tumulong, comment lang kau dito sa entry na toh..okie..salamat..
hi tin! what a title to your blog! depression? anyway, whatever you're feeling i know you can survive it. Don't let things bring you down. There are more beautiful things in life than obscurities. I've been a teenager once and I know the feeling so I assure you that is just a fleeting thing..Time will come when you'll just look back and smile (or even laugh) at how trivial you were with life as a teen. If that person doesn't spend too much time with you now, go out and meet more interesting people..they're just around i assure you ;-p o ano? smile na ha? God bless!
ReplyDeleteHello! I haven't spoken to u for like a couple of weeks... Hope u were able to settle old scores with this "friend". =)
ReplyDeleteI personally believe that any relationship... (friendship, boy-girl, parent-child etc)... needs COMMUNICATION to work. If u feel something bad about a person, you can always find ways to express yourself. It is better that way for u... (because u can let out all ur negative energies.. it is UNHEALTHY if u just keep it all to yourself)...And for the other person.. because maybe that person is just clueless and have no idea that whatever she does is affecting u big time!
When people get older, we gain more responsibilities.. and our priorities change. That is a fact! I know you understand that... and u understand "her"... It will be very hard to get used to not being able to do the things you did before... when she wasn't that busy. She has other priorities now.. AM sure she's not aware that she is hurting u.. and am also sure, that she wants to spend as much time as she can with u... try not to think about her... try to focus on other things besides her. ..
I know it isn't fair that she is treating u the way she does... I would really like it if you find someone worthy of ur friendship. You have a good heart... and it's just right that u share that with the right people...
Don't think that it's the end of the world.. Your life is just starting... You'll deal with tougher situations when u grown older... and Miss Nanz was right.. when u get older, u'll just smile about this. Just remember, for every experience, there's a lesson to be learned. Take all the lessons you need... this will arm u in ur life ahead. =)