happiness, sarap ng feeling na yun..maraming beses ko nang naranasan dahil sa mga tao sa paligid ko and ofcourse because of God..He plans everything that's why im thankful to HIm..pero sana soon, He'd give that kind of experience to me again..i am so longing for that another happiness or next fun experience he'd give me..-zpvw- this is the only person i gather strength from right now, besides God..of course, hindi nyo cya kilala..code name yan eh..masaya ako ngaun kasi nakasama at nagkausap kami and that person made me realize na pwedeng maging masaya ang buhay kung gugustuhin lang..masaya ako with that person coz that person makes me feel special in each and every way..naipapakita nya lahat at naieexpress ng maayos kung anong gusto nyang iparealize at iparamdam sakin..open cya sakin kaya masaya ako with that person..that is not the person im expecting to be like this to me but now, cya yung gumagawa nung expectations ko sa isang tao..ok lang, cguro nga cya na ang papalit dun pero as much as possible, i dont want that to happen coz i still have hope for that other person..dapat lang nya marealize ang mga bagay bagay para maayos na ang lahat sa amin..sana soon maayos na lahat..i want the thing that we usually had..i want those times back so i hope and pray for that thing to happen as soon as possible..
malalagpasan ko din toh..akong bahala sa sarili ko and i trust God naman eh and i know that he will not leave me kahit anong mangyari..kontrolado nya buhay ko kaya pinagkakatiwalaan ko cya..sapat na yun para maging kalmado ako..that's all for today..
