ya..you read it right..i've given up a 'special relationship'..a relationship that lasted for years..the relationship where i sacrificed a lot - - i officially end it!
Being the one who always makes the move or the step for the relationship to improve is not a simple thing. In short, you do almost everything. It's hard to think of ways on how you can keep the relationship going. It's hard to move and do everything alone. I needed that person to support me, to love me, to atleast appreciate me - - but then, everything that I wanted or liked from that person immediately faded. Maybe I was just expecting a lot from that person, or maybe, we're just not meant to be what we were before.
It's so complicated! I just hope that I made the right decision. If this decision will be contrdicted by my actions, just forgive me for I know that the friendship will stay - - just the friendship...
