after 2 weeks...

siguro naman ngayon pwede nako mag relax kahit konti lang..hehe..sana wala na munang mga tests kasi nawiwindang nako..ahaha..what a word..well, wala lang talaga akong magawa ngayon kasi free cut kami sa persef kaya ako nag blog..pero mag kukwento na rin..

last week super nakakastress dahil sa sabay na exam sa busmath at humalit tapos speech sa speecom pero well, tapos na yun..naging ok naman though hindi ko pa alam mga results..i just hope matataas..please pray for me, friends..thanks..hehe..this week, midterm sa tredone which is surprisingly hard kasi nilagay niya lahat ng terms eh hello...basta..kainis..good luck nalang sakin..nagkareport din kami sa kaspil2 na ok lang naman..hehe..basta super nakakapagod lang kasi ilang araw ng kakapuyat at kakabasa at kakatype ng mga chorva..hahaha, gay language tuloy..hehe :p

PERO PERO PERO, good thing pasado ako sa first exam sa busmath, AND AND AND i am finally transferred to CBE..yes, CBE na ako..College of Business and Economics..goodbye CLA..hello ACCOUNTING!!! good luck nalang talaga sakin..hehe.. :p atleast ngayon isa nalang course ko..this is it..my future!!! kaya ko toh..

pero may isa pang bad news, 2.0 lang midterm grade ko sa humalit..hindi pede toh, kailangan mapataas ko siya for the finals..hehehe..whew!!! natatakot na tuloy ako for other subjects..

owel, sana okay kayong lahat mga friends..we'll see each other soon GFs..sa birthday ni sab at ni eunice..yun lang..

iKADA..kamusta na kayo? kailan ulit tayo magsasama sama ng kumpleto??? miss ko na kayo..

so yun lang..bored lang talaga ako..hehe.. bye bye :p

>>>seventeen

many thanks to EUNICE!!!!

maraming salamat talaga sa pag help sakin na maupload ang mga pictures from my camera!!! hehe..ang adik naman kasi ng computer kong may virus!!! grrrrr!!! owel, maraming maraming maraming salamat ulit sayo grand daughter..hehehe.. :)

kita nalang tayo within the week para makuha ko cam ko..hehe! :p

mwah! love you friend! >:D<

For iKADA. read please, tnx! :p

FOR MY iKADA

I don’t want to sound so mushy and cheesy, but I just want to sincerely thank you for everything…

 

The day that I wanted to escape from some problems and complications, the day that I wanted to have a different environment, different people around me and better people to be with, you welcomed me…

 

At first I thought I’d have a hard time looking for true friends in college, but you guys proved me wrong…sumablay man ako sa unang grupo na sinamahan ko (ooohhh issue :p), second time around, iKada was there to pick me up and adopted me sa family…

 

Even though you guys call me salot or ampon, never ko naman naramdaman na iba ako…never ko nafeel na out of place ako tuwing kasama ko kayo. The group always made me feel welcomed and loved…lagi niyo ko sinasali sa mga fun times niyo, sa mga kalokohan…sobrang saya ko everytime we’re together…hindi ko kailan man nafeel na ampon lang ako tuwing kasama ko kayo…

 

I wouldn’t have survived second term without you guys…I am so thankful that God gave me the truest people…thankful ako na binigyan niya ko ng mga taong mapagkakatiwalaan ko, na tanggap ako kung sino ako, na alam kung ano ang tunay na friendship, mga taong alam kong tutulungan ako sa mga panahong may problema…maraming maraming salamat sa inyo!!!

 

Rest assured that I’ll also be here for the iKada for whatever anyone needs…kahit medyo hiwahiwalay na tayo sa third term, I know that we’ll always have each other no matter what…

 

To my first true friends in college:

 

Reese: super thank you sa mga kulitan…mga hirit moments natin and for being my kambal…kahit maliit tayo, kaya natin toh!!!

 

Mariel: kahit tahimik ka, salamat kasi lagi mo kong sinasamahan at tinutulungan sa ibang mga lessons…thank you sa mga pagpapatawa mo..hehe.. J

 

Eage: I’ll never forget our kwento moments with leanne…here’s hoping that we’ll have more of that next term…

 

Mikx: Salamat sa legal adoption…sobrang natulungan niyo ko maging okay! Mahal kita!

 

Jeff: mga sharing natin sa text, super thank you sa mga advice…isa ka sa mga best guy friends ko…maraming salamat sa pakikinig at pagdamay sakin sa mga sad moments ko…

 

Bo: walang tatalo sa kakulitan mo!!! Tama ka nga sa sinabi mo nung nasa mcdo tayo nung course card distribution, wala na nga kaming mahahanap na katulad mo! Salamat sa lahat! J

 

Kevin: wahaha..d man tayo madalas mag-usap, salamat na rin…basta alam ko mabait kang tao…ingatan ang mga gamit ha :p

 

Keng: uhhhh, basta salamat! Hehe..

 

May nakalimutan pa ba ko??? Uhhhh, si JJ: yo! Masasabi ko lang sobrang cool mo! :p

 

Meron pa ba???

 

Well anyway, see you all sa January…good luck sa third term and for the rest of the years natin sa college!

I Love iKada! :)

3rd term sched..oh no!!!

kinakabahan na ko for 3rd term at oh camon, 8am ako araw araw..sana buhay pa ko pagkatapos nito..ahaha..=))

 

MONDAY

Speecom A53 MW 0800-0930 A1003 DUMBRIQUE, MARCELO M.

Tredone A53 MW 0940-1110 A1003

1hour 50mins BREAK

Busmath K31 MW 1300-1430 A802 GABUNA-DIMAPILIS, HONORATA V.

Kaspil2 A53 MW 1440-1610 A1004 AGUDON, RITA G.

 

 

TUESDAY

Humalit A53 TH 0800-0930  A1002

1hour 50mins BREAK

Scimatb A51 T 1120-1220 A1003 LEE, ANTHONY C.

2hours 50mins BREAK

Lbymatb A51 T 1510-1710 C408 LEE, ANTHONY C.

 

 

WEDNESDAY

Speecom A53 MW 0800-0930 A1003 DUMBRIQUE, MARCELO M.

Tredone A53 MW 0940-1110 A1003

1hour 50mins BREAK

Busmath K31 MW 1300-1430 A802 GABUNA-DIMAPILIS, HONORATA V.

Kaspil2 A53 MW 1440-1610 A1004 AGUDON, RITA G.

 

 

THURSDAY

Humalit A53 TH 0800-0930  A1002

1hour 50mins BREAK

Persef1 A58 H 1120-1320 A1004 LOPEZ, CINDY

1hour 50mins BREAK

Fwsport A68 H 1510-1710 E7T CARLOS, JOSEFINO N.

remember..

 

I think of the trees and how simply they let go, let fall the riches of a season, how without grief (it seems) they can let go and go deep into their roots for renewal and sleep.... Imitate the trees. Learn to lose in order to recover, and remember that nothing stays the same for long, not even pain, psychic pain. Sit it out. Let it all pass. Let it go.

-May Sarton-

end of the chapter

JULY 03, 2008

Officially,

CASE CLOSED!

..relieved..

..happy..

..satisfied..

bow!!!

hehe

:)

everything's settled..everything's clear already..yun lang..kung ano man yun, basta yun na yun..yung makakagets, good for them..yung hindi..wala lang..bahala na kayo..basta masaya ako..hehe..=)

rough road..tough times..

okay. i just want to release some things..i cant cry it all out coz my parents aren't used to see me crying and im sure that they'd be curious when they see me sad and crying here at home..tuwing gabi ko lang naiiiyak lahat toh pero hindi parin sobra kasi nga baka mahuli nila ako..so i decided to make this blog kahit na medyo nahihiya talaga ako maglabas pero ito nalang talaga ung naisip ko para atleast, marelease ko yung mga problema..

so first..super disappointed ako sa sarili ko..it was my chance to be able to help my parents sa financial problems..pero yun nga, hindi ako nakapasa sa UPm..now they're enrolling me to DLSU kung saan napakamahal ng tuition..kung pinasa ko lang sana yung sa UP, edi wala nang problem financially..sobrang nahihirapan na dad ko magproduce ng money tapos first week of May ang enrollment ko, tapos brother ko naman enrollment sa may20 sa CSB..about 100,000++ na agad yun in one month palang tapos baon pa namin..nakakainis..hindi ko alam kung pano makakatulong..

second, nagkasakit yung tita ko..their family isnt that wealthy so they're getting help from relatives..my other tita who stays with my sick tita called the house about a week ago..yun nga, they're asking some help from us..my dad just told them na we cant give much but of course, we will give kung ano yung makakayanan namin..nagulat nalang ako nung parang nag iba na yung face ng dad ko..yun pala my tita got mad at him, bakit daw hindi namin magawang tumulong..tumulong naman kami ah..bat ganun? bat galit parin sila? tsaka kami din naman hindi na namin alam kung saan kukuha ng gagastusin araw araw..hindi maganda takbo ng negosyo namin..namomroblema na nga kami financially, nagkasamaan pa ng loob dad ko at tita ko..nakakainis lang na lahat lahat ng pinagmumulan ng problema ay pera..ang pangit lang tignan na yun yung sumisira sa mga relationships..

third, my lolo (tito of my dad) just died..i dont know how to react..

burial is on saturday but my dad still wants me to join sab's celebration..so yun, i'll be with my friends on saturday and sunday..i hope that id be able to enjoy those 2days..kahit 2 days lang away from all of these problems..

i just dont know why all of these things are happening to my family..hindi ko alam kung pano ihandle lahat..parang ayoko na mag college..parang ayoko na gumastos para sa kahit ano..its so hard for me to accept everything..i dont know what to do..i dont know how to act..arghhh..

i just hope that things will be better right away..sana masolve na lahat ng dapat isolve..

please pray for me and for my family..it would be of great help..ssshhhhh nalang about this ok??? thanks..

i miss all of my friends..what a summer..=(